This isn’t a self-help book. This is a survival record.

19 chapters covering everything — childhood abuse in rural Alberta, kicked out at eleven, the uncle in the bush, finding his father in Kingman, fifteen years in the oilpatch. A marriage that cracked. Two and a half years in Drumheller federal prison. A quantum awakening in a cell at 2am. A meditation experience that showed him his own light body. Then the fall — Gertrude, the violence, the gunpoint, the tent in the Alberta winter, the warrant. And the day his daughter Cora was born at four pounds.

He held her once. Then Family Services met him in the hallway.

Every chapter is real. Every name changed. Every scar earned. This book exists because someone told him his story didn’t matter. They were wrong.

What’s inside:

• 19 chapters spanning childhood to present day
• The full oilpatch years — hydrovac, pipeline, remote camps
• The Drumheller experience — prison, the quantum dream, the awakening
• The light body meditation experience — 369Hz, unconditional love
• The Gertrude years — violence, homelessness, the tent, survival
• Cora’s birth — the NICU, the 4 pounds, Family Services
• The rebuilding — books, AI, online business, the mission

Written in Scott’s raw, unfiltered voice. Street language mixed with quantum insight. No therapy speak. No false positivity. Just what happened and what it taught him.

Format: Instant digital download (PDF). Read on any device.